sept 17, 2010 (friday)

Salam n greetings everyone n oh world..

Before i begin..honestly it quite suprised me how i found myself always post new update in Friday..this holy day realy is a bless..like my soul comin clean n bare only at this day haha:P

at the Uni's jamuan raya with the lovely ladies:)

i hOpe its not too late to wish raya..May u guys have a very enjoyable n happy Eid..how much duit raye did u guys collected?:P  ehehe

this one is at the college celebration..boy, that rendang was delicious! aye! (^_^)V

my tribe friends n i went to the PM's Openhouse at Seri Perdana..anybody?

I didnt realise that i got bunch of guest that had put their entries in the chat box..tanx guys..did u found this from my fb? ehe..actualy this blog was made for the academic purpose (loooks like i need to do a new one in this short time..oh my!:P)..but there you go there came the time where i was so crumble, tumble, tremble erm  then wham it turned to a private one! walla!..n i cant believe myself i'd let all my heart out publicly..i never did it before..n ive been livin this earth for 23 years! 

free-willy hoho..i just feel so theraputic in this hosp garden ahaks:P..

"Ya Allah..diri ini memang tidak sempurna. Maafkan kesalahanku. Engkau telah berikan aku dugaan demi dugaan yang aku sendiri pun tidak pasti bolehkah aku laluinya..ku mohon teruslah pegangi aku dan bantulah aku melakukan yang terbaik. berikan aku kekuatan dan kesabaran.Diri ini ku serahkan kepada-Mu..gantikan kesemua dugaan ini dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik dan berikan juga yg terbaik kepada mereka2 yang baik, kisah, menyayangi aku dan keluargaku.. hanya doa ini yang mampu ku berikan kepada mereka." amin.


Ive been thinkin, reasonin n justifyin my act very hard actualy before i decided to spill some beans out. I just hOpe this sincerity brings goodness. Is this so naive? idk but i I believe every good heart somehow connects in spiritual n deeper level to another one..like they can relate to each other..(okay i hope i didnt bring out a crapy superstitious theory here ehe;P) n my life or heart specifically arent just about heartbroken..it revolves around many other things too. so i hOpe i did no harm. 

I went to interview a few schizoprhenias n depression patient few days ago. Among what they said is they heard voices in their head.In worse condition it can turn into hallucination and delusion actualy (if ure a doc, learn psychology or counseling, this isnt something new..luckily the patients r still not..pls lets say a prayer for them). One of the factor that caused em to be like that is when they've prob that its actualy very difficult for them to endure in a period of time, they still choose to keep it to themselves or maybe to another medium that wasnt actualy is real support system..til they hearin voices..n oh boy a healthy mental is a fatal need.. and the Quran also says with the translation...

Dan apabila hamba-hamba-Ku bertanya kepadamu tentang “Aku” maka (jawablah) bahawasanya Aku adalah dekat. Aku mengabulkan permohonan orang yang berdo’a apabila berdo’a kepada-Ku, maka hendaklah mereka itu memenuhi (segala perintah-Ku) dan hendaklah mereka itu beriman kepada-Ku, agar mereka selalu berada dalam kebenaran ( Al Baqarah: 186).

in the bus everyone heyhoo lalala

Jadi, bila dugaan datang berdoalah kerana doa itu adalah satu intervensi sebenarnya dan mengadulah sepuas - puasya kepada-Nya..When u think u wanna let it out, let it out.. cuz who knows u might save yourself from a bigger damage. Dengan ini, harap2 kita juga dijauhkan dari golongan yang hanya mengingati-Nya di saat - saat susah..us, mankind realy always forget that we're nothing but a servant,arent we? Do it according to what you think is best suits u. We have responsibility to ourselves that if we didnt cater to it well, what do we're going to answer in front of the Almighty during the judgement day..heys even just talkin bout this..im afraid..sriously i do..wuwu. semoga kita dipermudahkan segalanya di sana. amin. Lets finish somethin gud with somethin more soothing too.. hear this Insya Allah - Maher Zain. 

Insya Allah we'll find our way in every lost..in the darkness..hear to its every peacefull lyrics. Maher Zain is best..hear him. I guess this is it for now. Salam :-)